Although happy that I have been able to attain this height but yet still, I am filled with anxiety and fears about how I would be going through these phases.
Firstly, I am grateful to God for this opportunity because I am sure if it was to be by my strength and effort I am sure I never put in my efforts from the onset. After all, it still feels like a dream, that I got a good score and was given the exact course I applied for without a change.
Today marks the official beginning of a new phase of my life, academically and although it's beautiful to know I have gotten to this point but then, my worries know no bounds.
I wake up every morning thinking of what my four years in the institution hold for me and how I am going to cope with them with so much on my hands.
I wake up each morning with thoughts in my mind, "I wish I could turn back the hands of time, maybe I wouldn't have procured the jamb form, "What do I do and how do I go about these four years of my life", "Who sent me", "What're these years going to look like" because definitely, it feels like I am in the dark and just walking ahead with no certain direction of where I am heading to although aware of the number of fears but the fear of the unknown within these four years are giving me high blood pressure 🙉😳😩
They say "School is not for the weak and the poor and indeed they are quite right because I kind of get myself worked up whenever I remember the finances I have put into my academics even for just a beginner like me and the thought of how much more finances I will get to put into it keeps me on my toes.
Although not sure of how or what this new beginning holds in store for me but I have got hopes that although the anxiety, I am coming out strong 💪, once again cheers to a new beginning of my life.
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